For the first time I saw porn during isolation and I tell you what I felt

I'm 31 years old and I've never seen porn videos before pandemics. I know I belong to a minority. PornHub in 2017 was one of the 36 most followed sites, with more than 80 million daily visits and 24% of visitors are women.
Many of my friends watch such videos, and even my mom was surprised when I told her I had never seen them.
However, I have an active and healthy sex life and I have always convinced myself that I have no reason to do what is done on TV. I’ve heard about addiction to these videos and that’s sad. Sex is a beautiful thing and there is no need to turn it into a problem.
With the proclamation of pandemic and total isolation, he decides to "lose my virginity" to porn.
My boyfriend and I have been together for two years, but we started living together shortly before the pandemic.
When I suggested we watch porn together she was surprised. He told me that he had seen her before when he was single and had also seen some of his girlfriends.
Well, everything that had nothing to do with the news that talked all day about coronavirus was welcome.
I sat on the couch and saw a group of women violently enjoying each other moaning like cats in an attempt to show their pleasure, and all I felt was disgust.
I thought about their sad life. Why were they forced to do such work? Or were they trafficked and forced to record such scenes?
What impressed me the most was the fact that the men were all the same, all tired, and the women came in different sizes.
Then we switched to another channel, where the directors were women, and the situation changed somewhat. There was another approach. The scenes started more sensually, from the shower the homosexual sex was shown more tastefully. And yes, this channel somehow ignited the desire of both of us.
However, my opinion remained the same. I pray to God that people do not repeat those violent scenes at home.
On the other hand, if used properly, I think porn can inspire people to feel more confident in the bedroom and help them experience pleasure in their bodies.
My boyfriend and I will no longer pay for the subscription and his only entertainment on TV will be football matches.
* Metro Source